The Queen
Queen of steely ideas, is it all over?
Queen sublime, can’t I help you, as you suffer?
Pause for a while, don’t play it so loud.
Watch as many sunsets and sunrise,
But one day, the sky is going to be full of clouds.
I don’t belong here; I don’t belong here,
not here, talking to you, feeling unclear.
Trying hard to fool you again,
Trying hard to show the past light,
In a tunnel of yellowing pages; irreparable plight.
It’s never poetry without you,
A stubborn art, the one I learned with you.
You taught me the poetry in life,
Taught me to fight in the blind.
Now I’m finding things in things I never wanted to find.
Nightangle of my sore day
The unknown Christmas ray
How far have you gone?
In this darkness I have found enough
Whistling away nights, singing a new play.
Held in custody of invisible bars
You threw me far away, as far as mars.
Its all cold now, I can’t feel my fingers
Somewhere a drizzle is forming a mud hole
I’m living in it, trying hard to cope…..
Fine, if you think was all over,
But was it a crime to live happily ever after.
On a hazy night, a second took our turn,
We couldn’t see what was for us later.
Now I miss you, queen; in photographs and in solitude……
Written, edited and completed on the 25th of August, 12.55 A.M.
5 comments:
Losing your mind takes a mammoth task
The fear of insanity keeps it locked away in the dark
It’s the worst thing to lose, or so you’ve been told
I’m showing you now, how my soul’s gone cold.
Numbness is a gift I plan to cherish
Call it cowardice or fear or whatever you wish
I used what I could to cut all of them out
I’m telling you now, I remain alone devout.
Make solitude your habitat
And loneliness your friend
They’ll stick with you as you go,
You’ll never lose them; though you just tried again.
Give yourself up to its turns and waves
You’ll find happiness in your own flaws
Try to give it up and be yourself again and
Watch the gentle hands yield steely claws
Darkness, insanity, numbness,
Happy, emotionless and impractical,
Stubbornly out of tune to the chords of the world
In this universe I created, I find true love.
dude... i got nothing to say over here... this is not the guy i know... this guy is completely new... becoming senti... well whatever never regret the things you done... got it... dude i don't have a comp... so not even checking my mails... well keep blogging... don't disspoint your fans... :)
whoa!i really like this one!:)
realy amazing...
wow..love it!
landed here while blog hopping, glad i did =)
liked it!
love loss surely brings up other new things in life i suppose !!
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